Sin kills the soul. There is no other way to put it. Lately I have been on the front lines losing. The effect is so apparent in my life. The life within me is gone, the way I interact with people is mundane, and when I walk my eyes look down. When I walk into church I feel unworthy and I want to leave to be alone, but that is selfish and as a believer I need people. I cannot survive without people around me. It is tough though because around people you feel exposed.
My heart right now is physically stressing. My soul right now is tearing at the seams as if something needs to give. One cannot serve two masters. So my prayer is simply, “Lord, if you are willing, you can make me clean.” It is this statement that I will meditate on and in my time of distress I cry out, “Deliver me from evil.”
Some serious reflection needs to take place and an honest look at life.
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